UNDER CONSTRUCTION

To our Little Man, Scooby

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Hi Baby Boy it's Momie I'm just here to tell you that your Daddy and I and Pixie love you very much and we miss you very much too. I want you to know if you don't already, that we will see you again soon I promise. I am so sad for the things you had to go through in the last few months and I want to say I'm so sorry that your Daddy and I fought during that time. I just feel horrible about that. We always loved each other but our relationship was going through a tough time and Im sorry that I allowed you to witness that. Im so sorry for bringing that negative energy around you. Scooby, you have brought Jon and me closer together. You are the best at that. You touched our lives more than you can imagine! You always will be with us. I hope you come to visit us forever and I want to thank you for the fur you send down and for the hawks and the birds and the pond and everything. You made me smile in the absolute worst days of my life. Your Daddy and Pixie and I are trying to manage living without you but it is the hardest thing we've ever done. Sometimes it seems impossible and I know you see that from time to time. I feel your presence always and sometimes I can even tell you are here with us. In my arms, kissing away my tears, even up on my desk at work!. I am so happy that you are back to your old self again.I hope you've made some good friends.I cant wait to meet them. I cant wait until I see you again!!!!! I hope you like the spot we picked out for you. We'll be spending a lot of time there at Woodland Pond thinking about you until we can cross over to rainbow bridge and then, to heaven together. I am waiting to hear from the people who took care of you and of us to find out what was wrong inside your sweet beautiful little body. I am scared because I tried so hard for you to find out what was wrong so we could fix it and it will be hard to learn the truth. I just never wanted you to feel pain, fear or sadness. I want to thank you for holding on for SO LONG. I am so proud of you. That must have been very hard and I know you did that for your Momie, Daddy and Pixie. Thank You Scooby. You are the strongest boy in the world. Im sorry I asked you to hold on for so long. Maybe thats why someone put me to sleep. So you could pass over while I was calm. I love you so much baby boy. I am so sad because I keep wondering, if we had made it there sooner, if I had done things differently. could I have saved you? ....Those thoughts hurt me. They are so dark and they break my heart every day. I honestly thought we would make it. Your Daddy and Grandparents keep telling me that you would have passed even if we would have made it there sooner, oh Scooby, wasnt it the most horrible journey? I hope you were somewheat at peace during that experience. I still wouldnt have missed it for anything. Those were my moments wth you. I dont want to say my last. I miss you in my arms. I miss your beautiful face. I miss your personality and I was going to say presence, but that I still have in a different way. I hope you like your scrapbook when its done. We are going to make it SO SPECIAL for you!. I want you to know Scooby that I will do everything I can think of to help other babies with whatever that sickness in your body was. I will help spread your story and what we have learned to as many people as I can in hopes that we can save babies together. I love you so much Scooby. I have doubted things I have done in the past, but I have NEVER doubted my love for you. That is the most solid and constant thing in my life. I love you SO MUCH. I feel very lucky to have spent those four years with you. I feel very fortunate that WE got to know you!!! I want everyone to know you! I am going to share your life with as many people as I can Scooby. You have touched so many people already and I know you will touch many more. All you have is love. You just make everyone smile. You always made me smile, you still do and you always will. If I had one wish it would be that you are happy and healthy once again, full of energy, life, love and light. In some ways, I know you already are.

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